a bit late...

it's been so long since i have met You here

since i have said these words or cried these tears

and like a child would come i run into our secret place

and as the music fades the tears are rolling down my face

i am alive in this moment

in this moment i am found

i am alive in this moment

in this moment i belong

it's been so long since i have met You here

since i have heard You speak or let You near

and like a wayward son i've come with nothing left to hide

here in this moment i have come to offer up my life

here only one fire burns, it burns

here only one melody is heard

once again for the very first time

my eyes are opening

starfield - alive in this moment

today...

duke is ranked #1

i held a real olympic silver medal from the 1976 montreal summer olympics

i had a class that ended at 4:00 pm and another that started at 4:01 pm

apparently...

i have a cavity.  HOW did this happen?

allons-y!

i have the option of going to provence, france during my spring break.  should i go?  i probably won't get any work done if i do...

1.5.2009

hmm...the past 2 weeks have been a bit of a blur.  since most of the decorating on the first floor has been completed, my parents decided to host not one, not two, but THREE holiday parties: one for my mother's friends, one for her business partners, and one for my father's employees.  and guess who was left to in charge of most of the preparations?  yours truly, of course.  don't get me wrong, i LOVE to host.  and because my parents are both slight workaholics, i was happy to help out.  i guess i just underestimated how much work it would be.

anyway, i must apologize to those i have neglected these last couple of weeks, including this blog.  as promised, here are the scans of both my yves saint laurent and my celebrity day-to-evening dress collections.  the scans came out a little dark, and i tried my best to get them back to how the originals were.

YVES SAINT LAURENT FALL/WINTER SUIT & COAT COLLECTION, inspired by french pirates:

a bit difficult to see the lapel details on this one

originally, i wanted to render this one with a glen plaid pattern but i ran out of time on the project

my personal favorite of the bunch

brown leather-backed toggle coat in red double cashmere with embroidered trim

DAY-TO-EVENING DRESS COLLECTION, for natalie portman:

my least favorite of the bunch--satin and lamé 3 panel dress

my favorite of the bunch--shantung and wool knit dress with tucks on sleeves

double wool crepe dress with flare effect in double charmeuse

a bit difficult to see the silver in the netting on this one--black and silver netting over black satin 

you may recognize this as one of the losing candidates for my term garment in another class.  i felt this one fit quite well with miss portman's style so i used it here--navy wool crepe dress with deep cowl back

let me know what you guys think.  i'll leave you with my spring schedule and the music video to what has been the most popular song in korea for the past 4 months.  i seemingly heard it playing in the background almost everywhere i went in new york this past semester.  i particularly like the 1960s motown feel to the video...

SPRING 2009:

nobody - wonder girls:

but they can never take away our FREEDOM...

i finished my first semester of fashion school last thursday and i've been sleeping a lot since.  at one point i didn't sleep for almost 48 hours last week.  it was fun.  if i were to summarize my semester in FOUR words, i would say this:

i learned a lot.

...about fashion design, about the fashion industry, about myself and what i want for my life, and about how all that fits into what God wants for my life.

fashion design is HARD but REWARDING.  you'll often spend many hours working on a single garment until you get the fabric to do exactly what you want.  it's both fun but extremely frustrating. there are so many things to consider when designing and constructing even one garment, not to mention a whole collection. designers are thinkers.  even the most talented ones have to give their collections a lot of thought--it doesn't just come to you. i hope it becomes easier the more you do it though because i don't like the amount of time i currently have to devote to it.

like anything else, success in the fashion industry depends more on HARD WORK than TALENT, which is why i have a problem with celebrity designers: they have no talent and they don't work hard. a travesty, really.  generally, most people in the industry aren't as snobby as hollywood likes to portray them (i.e. zoolander and the devil wears prada).  although meryl streep's character in the devil wears prada is based on the real-life editor-in-chief of vogue, anna wintour, who they say is indeed as crazy as the film depicts.  i find that people like her however, are the minority. though some of the most famous designers may look crazy because of the way they dress (i.e. karl lagerfeld), i hear that they're actually rather nice people.  i guess that means i need to be nicer.

i want to eventually have my own CLOTHING LINE that is managed using Godly business practices.  i want a FAMILY.  i think being a Godly PARENT is potentially one of the most noble things humanity can aspire to.  i want to live and work in LONDON.  i think these are some of my more realistic goals.

i also want to be knighted by the queen of england, but that one's a little iffy.  wouldn't it be cool though if everyone had to address me as SIR FRED?  haha.

ultimately however, nothing is of more importance than the things of the Kingdom.  as humans, our values and the self restraint to live by these values is what sets us apart from the animals.  as Christians, biblical values are what makes us salt and light in our dark world.  in times of economic downturn, in times of war, in times of uncertainty, God is the only constant we have.  i just pray that i may be given the grace to live at all times like one who has been saved.

i'll try to post photos/scans of some of my work soon.

without self restraint, we are but animals; without God we are but dust.

crunch time...

i'm back!  or perhaps more accurately, my internet's back after being out for about a week, which you would think would be good for my productivity, but it wasn't.  in fact, i got almost nothing done this break.  i don't know how i'm going to get all my projects done in time, other than not sleeping for the next 3 weeks.  here's my to-do list:

things i have to make:

1. evening garment

2. suit jacket

3. 2 blouses and 2 skirts

things i have to design (illustrate):

1. 5-piece celebrity day-to-evening dress collection (my chosen celebrity is, of course, natalie portman)

2. a small collection for my computerized design class, which i haven't gotten the details of the assignment yet

thus, updates to this blog may become short and sparse over the next few weeks.  i'll leave you with these 2 great videos before i head to the studio...

a rather sexy arrangement of stand by me:

and highlights from one of my favorite fashion shows in the past 2 years (embedding was disabled on this one, so you'll have to actually click on the link):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFeVhYJ28j0